Testimony to Bricolage

The wonderful pastor mentioned in this essay wanted me to record the story of my faith journey, but since I'm awful without a script, I had to type out what I need to record...

I’ve lived an entire life of bricolage. I like to think that my faith journey started on July 9, 1979, which just happens to be my birthday. I was born to two Hindu parents, but I was born in a Lutheran medical center, St. Mark’s to be exact…

I was raised in a Hindu household, but it was pretty challenging to be Hindu in Midwestern America. Not that there was anything wrong with that. It’s just hard to find a temple community where there isn’t that large of a Hindu population. My parents gave my brother and me gifts for Christmas, simply because other kids at school received gifts on December 25th. I ate jellybeans in the spring, dyed eggs, and wore bonnets. This was just part of the bricolage, taking parts of the culture around me and making it my own.

The real shift came when I was in college. I attended local churches out of curiosity. Some of those experiences were comical; some were not so great. I had a close friend who was in really involved in LSM, and she invited me to a couple of dinners at her church. I was kind of apprehensive, given my past experiences, but I trusted my friend. And honestly, as a college student, I would go anywhere that had free food. Home-cooked free food… But along with that free food came something I was so unfamiliar with. Fellowship. Koinonia. Breaking bread with others and sharing our lives, trials and tribulations with one another.

The shift continued into graduate school. I met a nice boy, and we were going to get married. Bricolage yet again played a part in my life. The nice boy and I were going to get married in a traditional Hindu wedding ceremony, and a traditional Lutheran ceremony. At that point, the nice boy and I had to throw tradition out the window because we couldn’t find old, classic traditions in a Hindu-Lutheran marriage.

Because we were getting married in the church, I wanted to know more about it. The nice boy and I found a wonderful pastor to marry us. The pastor was even more wonderful because in the two years before the wedding, he met with the nice boy and me almost once a week (keep in mind, almost once a week for TWO YEARS) to answer any questions I had about being Lutheran. And believe me, over two years time, you can ask lots of questions. Lots of basic questions, lots of silly questions, but also lots of questions that really look at what can make someone Lutheran? What makes someone Christian?

I attended church regularly. I found a home, somewhere that was not just a sanctuary in name, but in emotion. At one particular service, the congregation sang “I Was There to Hear Your Borning Cry.” The best way to describe the feeling when I heard the hymn was feeling God in my heart. I finally made room for Him in my life, in my head, and in my heart. Listening to the lyrics moved me to tears, especially

“When you heard the wonder of the Word
I was there to cheer you on;
You were raised to praise the living Lord,
to whom you now belong.”

“I Was There to Hear Your Borning Cry” was sung at my baptism, where I became a child of God, sealed by the Holy Spirit and marked with the cross of Christ forever.

Bu my story of bricolage doesn’t end there. I’m now attending Fuller Theological Seminary. Part of my reasoning of attending Fuller is bricolage. Because it is a non-denominational seminary, I hope to hear other stories about faith journeys, but from different Christian backgrounds, and different walks of life. I also want to share my story.